You're just approaching the thing logically. The only thing you are missing is the supposed bliss that comes with ignorance, but that bliss is false too. Sure it feels good to believe you have found the absolute truths offered by religion. I believe there are absolute truths, but no human is capable of knowing anything absolutely. The cornerstone of science is admitting there are no absolutes. Only religion offers them, with nary a theologian has done one minute of field work. The absolutes are just manufactured and presented in dogma (Fatima).
The idea of field work in the Catholic Miracle Committee is to go out and cherry pick a bunch of testimony from eye witnesses, and then claim it's a miracle. They don't test the idea. They simply think it, and then it's "Holy mama, praise Jesus."
You know even as a devout Catholic I was always suspicious of any miracle. I believed in them in the abstract but when presented with one I was always like, ok Yes but
(Maybe I'm just good at being contrary though because if my mental health isn't good at the time I look at skeptics debunking and say yes but)
I'm jist...im looking at these arguments and it's a mess. People talk a lot about the fact that she said a great war would break out under pius xi, but ww2 started officially in Europe 9 months after pius died. So Obama you what's most likely,
She for the date wrong in retrospect, writing it years after ww2 started
She had a different contemporary idea of tensions brewing through the 30s
She learned at some point that the war started earlier in Asia
Ghost mom told her
I mean. I have an obsessive compulsive mental illness and anxiety, I'm bot the most educated person, k don't know what Lucias life was like when she was cloistered but I've heard her memory wasn't great and I mean. It just. Makes more sense that she lied about having a vision years ago and for a date wrong