I do not exactly know why i've started believing that some superior power that i cannot exactly identify directs and controls our life, and directs and controls even our way of thinking, what we are thinking, what we decide.
Do not even try to define me as having a psycotic disorder because i do not have; but i have some subjective experiences, say they are just coincidences... However, statistically, it is impossible that, that much coincidences come into existence. Maybe you, too, experience them but you may not be aware of them on the level of conscience.
I cannot give them meaning. Say it universe, say it God or a high council of Gods... Or some ''technology'' made by humans having by humans to control the rest of the community... in the way they project and plan the future of humanity as they wish with their high wisdom and knowledge...
But there is a power. I am certain of it...That allows me flow the words in my inner mental or intellectual world....
