When in 2008?
That seems like an odd question, but okay. It was during a Bible camp in February. I was actually too old to sign up for the camp as a guest, but I was asked to go as a volunteer. Even before my born-again experience, I was volunteering with the church because it made me feel wanted. During the camp, though, I realized I had been motivated by selfish reasons and dedicated myself to serving for God's sake instead of mine. That lasted for several years, so contrary to what some Christians try to claim when they try to dismiss my story, I was not the seed that was sown among the rocks.
And I was the same way. I mean about being one-sided about my faith. Although I did it more out of fear. I'm learning that I had everything wrong in my perception of grace.
I don't understand what you mean. You realize that your relationship with God is completely one sided, you giving everything and receiving nothing in return, and you're okay with that?
Well, to learn.. to ask, and find information. π And to maybe show a different side of the Faith...
As long as you're not here to preach, you should be welcome here. You already rub me better than most theists who come to these forums.