These mental obsessions can occur from time to time. I don't know what yours mean. I wouldn't have a clue. I would ignore such thoughts rather than try and give meaning to them. Maybe it does relate to something in your subconscious, which you could explore, but I don't know if you have the tools that would lead to any personal self discovery that would benefit you. You can consider it a spiritual experience sent to you by Jesus, but that would put you on the crackpot side of emotional good health. I would just let it go. But you can do what you want.